With what purpose did I suffer?

I experienced hunger, beating head with a frying pan, just beating till partial memory loss, etc. Most of my attempts to speak were shut (sometimes literally closing my mouth). I was put into almost insolvable moral dilemmas. Sometimes it caused me to go mad. After the hits my spiritual condition degraded: I pray less, I don’t feel peace, I don’t feel love, people no more … Continue reading With what purpose did I suffer?

Should I abandon the gospel for a trillion dollars?

I was beaten for gospel, kept in poverty, almost starved to death (I once fell and because of the loss of strength from hunger could not reach to a chocolate piece, which I managed to get; I didn’t remember what happened later) and even hit my head with a frying pan. Despite this, I managed to make a major scientific discovery, which may cost somewhere … Continue reading Should I abandon the gospel for a trillion dollars?

I am considering the option of sacrificing myself

Briefly, my story is this: they kept me in poverty and hunger as a punishment for my gospel faith, they hit my head. But I nevertheless made a scientific discovery, which I estimate on the magnitude of a trillion dollars (if you know university mathematics, you can make sure that the discovery is really major). But what is it worth? All resources, anyway, get to … Continue reading I am considering the option of sacrificing myself

Two scenarios of the catastrophe

One of the reasons why the world economy is slowly but quite confidently moving towards a catastrophe, the following two philosophical concepts that occupy most of the people together (except for the last idiots who have no philosophy at all): A person thinks and is controlled only by the brain (atheists and some others). The person thinks and is governed by the soul or spirit … Continue reading Two scenarios of the catastrophe