
With what purpose did I suffer?
I experienced hunger, beating head with a frying pan, just beating till partial memory loss, etc. Most of my attempts to speak were shut (sometimes literally closing my mouth). I was put into almost insolvable moral dilemmas. Sometimes it caused me to go mad. After the hits my spiritual condition degraded: I pray less, I don’t feel peace, I don’t feel love, people no more … Continue reading With what purpose did I suffer?