I experienced hunger, beating head with a frying pan, just beating till partial memory loss, etc. Most of my attempts to speak were shut (sometimes literally closing my mouth). I was put into almost insolvable moral dilemmas. Sometimes it caused me to go mad. After the hits my spiritual condition degraded: I pray less, I don’t feel peace, I don’t feel love, people no more … Continue reading With what purpose did I suffer?

Prerequisites are being created for the Last Judgment. Earlier we heard that in the future there will be some kind of terrible judgment. Now we are really looking forward to it, understanding approximately what matters will be considered at it. And, apparently, two witnesses will testify at the trial. Continue reading Prerequisites for the Last Judgment are being created

Our brains are damaged by a virus which is called “sin” in the Bible. It would seem that we, earthlings, are completely useless then. If we can’t even count in mind by our damaged brains, how could we know about God like higher creatures and to be of any use? But God decided to save us. Salvation of so bad things as we is a … Continue reading I think that the purpose is attained

I was beaten for gospel, kept in poverty, almost starved to death (I once fell and because of the loss of strength from hunger could not reach to a chocolate piece, which I managed to get; I didn’t remember what happened later) and even hit my head with a frying pan. Despite this, I managed to make a major scientific discovery, which may cost somewhere … Continue reading Should I abandon the gospel for a trillion dollars?

Briefly, my story is this: they kept me in poverty and hunger as a punishment for my gospel faith, they hit my head. But I nevertheless made a scientific discovery, which I estimate on the magnitude of a trillion dollars (if you know university mathematics, you can make sure that the discovery is really major). But what is it worth? All resources, anyway, get to … Continue reading I am considering the option of sacrificing myself